Notes
[Notebook: DB 60 Spotlights]
[Sunday 10 December 2006 - Saturday 16 December 2006]
[page 48]
Sunday 10 December 2006
A large part of the motivation of this whole project is my inability to differentiate between heaven and sex. I was educated by celibate functionaries of the Roman Catholic Church, who, because they had (at least attempted to) denied themselves any sexual activity were completely ignorant of it. Consequently, there was a tendency to limit sexuality to the physical act of fucking totally overlooking the enormous spiritual constructs that rest on the forces released by human sexuality.
At least for the time being, the theoretical side of this project is in the bag (Physical Theology) so now we turn to marketing, and since
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we are dealing in quantum field theory, that is in creation and annihilation at all scales, we see the human scale as eros and thanatos.
Some tears after many years of dry eyes.
We create by permuting an alphabet and as Freud probably saw a large part of human culture is based on the reproductive alphabet. A further large part revolves around the alphabet of prey and predation, getting enough to survive well enough to have a stake in the reproductive game.
The fundamental paradigm of human relationships is rooted in reproduction and expands transfinitely.
Special thanks to those whose gorgeous bodies in motion provided a reference embodiment of heaven from which to derive the theory presented here. If it cannot explain sex it is fucked. The experience of sex. Christians try to avoid it, or at least to treat sex not as an alphabet ripe for permutation, but as a single letter, something fixed and immutable, something incurably biological.
Christianity ant to draw a clear line between biological and spiritual and associate the biological with a wilderness in need of control. Christians are deluded by the idea that death is dead, that they have escaped the fact that they are a subset of the Universe and therefore limited in time as well as in space.
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God is a gigantic process.
Network density. Some hydrogen atoms undergo billions of interactions per second. Others may not interact once in a billion seconds.
Network meeting: communicating personality on a digital network.
What do I feel? To understand creation we must fit in with it; to fit in with it, one must understand it. The basic understanding is quantum field theory, birth and death, creation and annihilation.
UNDERSTANDING = DECODING = TRANSFORMING TO MY COORDINATES
Every event has its own coordinates. A position in the spacetime GUI. But how are these coordinates assigned (or equivalently, what do they mean?). Every bit has an address, and the meaning depends upon that address. The entropy of the relevant memory defines the entropy of every bit within it.
Quantum mechanics is easily mapped onto a simple additive neural network.
Monday 11 December 2006
Tuesday 12 December 2006
Wednesday 13 December 2006
Thursday 14 December 2006
Friday 15 December 2006
Fatal error - femme fatale
The middle term between relativity and quantum mechanics is general covariance. How does this apply to the energy operator of the electron in a hydrogen atom which, depending on a vast array of processes, specifies very definite eigenvalues for the stationary states of the atom as a function of the environment in which the atom exists, ie relative rates of communication between the electron and the [proton] and the electron and other electrically and magnetically active sources in the neighbourhood.
The eigenvalues of operators and so the energies of transitions between them are sharply fixed, as are the probabilities of transitions between them, but the actual events have a certain unpredictability as do the emissions of a stationary communication source.
Just as the ideal of intensive and continuous education of children is greatly assisted by the incidental fact that schools also mind the children and leave the parents free for other systems, so the notion of Christmas present is supported by the value to the local administration of the threat of deprivation of Christmas presents if subjects do not toe their lines.
